cydniey's podcast

selfish

I don't want to hear about how I’m not 'out' enough
Just because I never got beaten up for it
I don't want to hear about how I’m a late bloomer
Just because it took me 18 years to get the hairy naked men off me long enough to think about what I wanted from sex
I don't want to hear about how I am cold and unaffectionate
For the 47th time from someone who I view as entirely too needy and clingy
I don't want to defend my 'alternative lifestyle"
Not to my lover, that's what I do with the breeders

It’s not worth the pirated copy of win98 that I know is sitting in your truck,
Another gesture from me that was not enough.
Some always have the right thing to offer
Some have nothing to give at all
Some hoard it all waiting for a prophet
But me, I just never made the call

I don't want to fight about what you are afraid of
Your age is unfortunate, but not all that important to anyone but you
I don't want to sit here while you vent and vent and vent
I know why you think I suck, I really do, but it doesn't change anything
I don't want to keep explaining my self to your or your friends
In a world of neat labels, I am the ink scrawl on a piece of tape
I don't want to leave things like this again
But I’ve really got to go, I have so much to do, I hope you understand